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• i am not a doctor or healthcare professional. nothing i say is, in any way, shape, or form, medical advice. any and all depictions of medical actions have been done to myself, or a professional medical enviornment, and are meant as a demonstration of personal experience, as opposed to a guide on how to do them to yourself. in no way is this website advocating for any individuals to undertake medical action, and it is not here to persude individuals, nor instill instability upon anyone. view at your own risk.
• i am not any kind of authoritative voice on any of these topics. this is to express my beliefs and experiences. i hope they are able to shed some light on your feelings about the world around you, but i am do not claim to be able to fix anything.
• please be nice to me. the world is a complex and scary place. i am simply trying to understand my feelings about myself, the world, and the experiences of others. understand different perspectives, and keep an open mind as you read through. i have been through many things, and i am at peace now; consider this as you read what is ahead.

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